I Get So Emotional Baby...

someone once asked me how can i ever be so open about my feelings and to share them with the rest of the world by publishing them on my blog...

to me it's like sharing my feelings with a loved one or a closed fren... just that doing it via a blog allows me to share them with more loved ones and more frens at the same time... of course if strangers were to accidentally come across my blog, it's a pleasure if they take the time to read it... afterall, we are strangers who may not have the opportunity to know or meet each other at all... but if by reading my blog and a friendship forms, why not?

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with the recent series of events (good and bad) and the comments, SMSes, MSN chats, etc from friends, colleagues and sometimes strangers, it is very heartwarming to know that they care so much and that i have them to fall back on should anything happen...

rick... forever there for me... too bad i wasn't in the mood to talk today... cos after the medical appointment, i was very tired... and the truth is slowly sinking in too... sorri mate, will definitely call you when i'm ready... in the meantime, let's "meet" on MSN...

melvin offered to bring me to loyang for prayers... and he actually said dat he felt responsible for wat happened to me lately cos since he came into my life, my health has been deteriorating... scolded him for being so silly... everything happens for a reason... i treasure him as a fren cos we felt like old frens tho' we've only met twice and chatted often on MSN... thanx for being a pal...

parry, a total stranger to me, cos we've only "known" each other about a couple of weeks ago and chatted once on MSN (which was a very short one cos it was in the morning and he was rushing off to office) and after reading my blog and knowing what happened to me, offered his company to help me through this difficult time of my life...

treebeard, someone who's intelligence goes way beyond his search for a sugar daddy (cos he's officially unemployed)... i will definitely check out what my insurance policies say...

jensen, good that i have all these wimbledon discussion with you to divert my attention... BUT i still dun think sharapova should win... did u read sunday times? there's something on her grunting... hahahaha... venus all the way!! or clijsters...

steven too... i remembered the last time we met was long ago... at least 9 months ago... but on and off we've been chatting on MSN... he also offered to help wherever he can... told me to voice out if i need anything...

also thanx to Patrick, Jasen, Sarah, Danny, Choon, SL, LK, Huiyen, Jsen, Philip, Ken, Jun...

and to everyone else dat i failed to mention individually (trust me, it wasn't intentional)... i cherish all your concern... all your friendship... and above all, all your love...

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getting all emotional as i'm typing this entry... like i said in my previous blog... dave is bad at handling emotional stuff... he's afterall, a cry baby in his parents' and some closer frens' eyes...

heading back to the office tomorrow... dunno wat to expect... hopefully not too many questions from colleagues... and of course, will try very hard to concentrate and to control my emotions... there will be a lot of pressure from work... will have to balance everything and not to worsen the condition...

i once cried in the office (in my cubicle) after the breakup with my ex... on hindsight, it was quite an embarassment... not very professional... not to say, most unsightly...