29 April 2005

KL - 30 April to 3 May 2005

yoohoo... heading to KL for leisure tomorrow...

wanted to go tonight but because already booked 2 film fest tickets and couldn't sell them... so no choice but to leave for KL tomorrow morning...

time to let my hair (those on the head and the pubic area) down and have fun in KL...
eat... shop... club... sex...
eat... shop... club... sex...
if got time, maybe massage too...
wah! no need to sleep hor?!?! hahahahaha...

actually dis is gonna be my second trip to KL in 2 weeks... last week was a last minute business trip cos boss decided on friday evening dat i should go to the KL office to audit... this week is for leisure... totally different mood and expectations... ;-p

will write more after my return... meanwhile, wish all you guys a Happy Labour Day and enjoy the long weekend...

Yippy!!!!!

25 April 2005

Why So On... I Wonder...

Was in KL over the weekend from 23 April to this evening for some urgent work-related matters...

Came straight into the office from the airport cos got some submissions to send to the authorities...

Saw some of the things the Departments submitted were done half-heartedly and started to feel agitated... After a tiring weekend, the last thing I want to see is sub-standards submissions...

Anyway, the Head of one of the Departments was rushing to leave the office... and she's on leave tomorrow...

The incident set me thinking... why am I working so hard when the Departments are not even concerned? It's afterall THEIR Departments, rite?! Not mine?! Though I do have certain responsibilities of oversight on them...

Then the last minute business trip to KL was another joke... how to do a proper review over one weekend?! Didn't they know the deadlines earlier?! I'm sure this will be back to haunt me some day... Jun was right in putting ourselves in the line of fire... But then again, I have my responsibilities too...

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I wrote the following sometime back in January 2005 and posted it on another website:

There is a Chinese saying literally translated to mean "Be contented and you are forever happy". Don't compare. Appreciate that we are all different. Be thankful for what you have. We are what we are, no point blaming others for what we are not. Don't focus on what you can't change. Think of what you can change. Make the best out of everything because you can't have the best of everything.

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Should I care about what others are doing?! They can be irresponsible and disorganised... But do I have to be like them?! Shouldn't I be who I am as long as I'm maintaining my integrity...

21 April 2005

光良 - <童话>

电脑播着光良的 <童话> MV...
多么伤感的一支MV...
看了眼眶不禁湿湿的...
又想起了以前的那段刻骨铭心的爱情...

刚刚还在劝JENSEN要忘掉从前,才可以继续往前走...
而自己却...

15 April 2005

TGIF...

For the first time in many many months, I have nothing planned on a Friday evening and night. Gonna head home for mum's home-cooked food (yummy!!) and then maybe do something simple: read a book, send resumes, watch "Sex and the City" season 2, listen to CDs while sipping wine or drinking vodka, etc.

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Don't get me wrong cos I'm not complaining about being alone. It's been more than 2 years since my breakup with my ex and I have been coping fine. Oh well, maybe not so fine during the first few months, but I am definitely accustomed to the idea of doing things alone.

Some people may not be able to understand loneliness. To me, it's a state of mind. Loneliness is not physical. You could be with friends yet at the same time feel lonely. Whereas I could be physcially alone at home, but my mind could be roaming in another world, depending on what I am doing.

Chim? Buay lah... Think a little bit lor...

14 April 2005

On The Radio...

i was on air this morning
on WKRZ 91.3
was checking my emails on the notebook when the contest came online

questions were:
1. which part of the body organ contains a retina
2. which part of the body organ contains a drum
3. which part of the body organ develops stones

smsed my answers in
was in the toilet when the dj called
on air to "officially" answer the questions

quite fun cos it's been a while since i was last on air
back in 1996
was on Perfect 10 98.7
some "guess-the-song-titles" contest by listening to a short short clip of each song
10 songs in all
got them rite and won $2000 which paid partially to my holidays in the US

fun! fun! fun!

10 April 2005

Ghosts... Do You Believe In Them?

It's been a long while since I last updated my blog. Jason was asking me the other day what happened? How come no new entries. Hahahaha... Thanx for being a "fan", mate!!

Kinda busy lately with a lot of things, since my return from HK. Work, concealer, acne outbreak, more concealer, clubbing (the aftermath from 3 weekends of clubbing in HK), even more concealer, catching up with friends for dinner (not that much of concealer is needed for that though), and of course movies!!!!!

Interesting to note that I've seen 3 horror (read: ghost) movies in 2 weeks. First it was The Eye 10 (actually this wasn't that scary lah. More like a comedy to me), then it was Samara (the English version of The Ring 2 though I've never seen any of the earlier Ring movies, be it the original Japanese or the English remake versions). Last but not least, it was Shutter (thanx to Siang Leng for passing me the DVD cos I missed it when it was showing in the theatres.)

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Before I go into the movies, something kinda morbid happened to me last Wednesday. I was walking to the bus stop and had to pass by a funeral wake at one of the void decks. I was holding Catherine Lim's latest novel titled "Unhurried Thoughts At My Funeral" and my mind was filled with scenes of the Pope's body being carried from his residence across Vatican City to St. Peter's Basilica. Morbid eh? Hehe...

Told Jun about it in the office and he replied (in his usual intellectual and philosophical tone),"There's nothing morbid about death. Everyone has to go through it. We have to embrace it." Well said. Jun never fails me in his replies. I have so much admiration for him. Salute him with all my heart.

If you think the morbidity ends there, try again. Cos just yesterday I was at HMV and bought this album by Ayden (cos it was on sale). Ayden was a Singapore singer-songwriter. His album was released after he passed away. He was only 31 years old then. As I am typing this now, his album is playing on my notebook. Please go to his official website: http://www.aydenmusic.com/index.htm

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Sidetrack a little again. It's about the Pope's death. Felt sad for the first few moments I heard about his passing. After reality sank in, I felt it was a relief for him. After so many operations (and an unsuccessful assassination) and with his body getting weaker by the day, it's better to see him go (to Heaven to be with the Lord our Father.)

I only got to know the Pope back in 1998 when I started to attend mass with my ex. For four years, we attended mass together. So somehow got the slightest bit of Catholicism in me. I guess...

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Okie... back to the 3 movies.

The Eye 10 was simply a JOKE... No kidding... Not scary at all. Bad script. Bad acting and of course, bad makeup and bad costumes. Only thing is the humour. Quite funny.

Samara was slightly better. The sound effects were okay. Reminds me of I Know What You Did Last Summer. Naomi Watt was good. The kid sucks. Guess after The Sixth Sense, all other kid-actors just can't compare.

Shutter has to be the best ghost movie among the three. Siang Leng, Margaret, Kerry all felt the same too. I had to agree with them totally. The sound effects were superb!! The makeup was good. The storyline was believable. It was totally ingenious to have the ghost sitting on his shoulder. I'm getting the shudder even while typing this. Eeeks!!!!!

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At the end of the day, do you believe in ghosts? Some people say that it's all in us. What you think is what it is. For me, unless I have a personal first hand encounter, I will not believe in them.